Wow, I didn't think that I would ever have time to blog again! Well, I went back to work this week and my son is now in daycare. Both of these things are good and this week went great but we are now, again, trying to get him into his room. Why is this so hard!? Have I created a monster? I just want him to be able to do this. To top it off, he has a cold. His nose is running like a faucet. We've bathed him, changed him, fed him and now I sit here. Waiting. Waiting for him to sleep. Waiting for my tears to come. I miss him already. Going to work Monday morning wasn't as bad as this is.
This week though, night time hasn't been so great. He's tossed and turned, not wanted to snuggle. All week I told myself that this weekend was the cutoff. We packed up the co-sleeper and made our room back to the way it was before. Now, I am having second thoughts. There is always an excuse. My little guy is sick and I know he just wants his mommy. What kind of mommy am I to deny him that? And with that, they are here....
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